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Sunday, October 30, 2005

we want A's.

waiting to.. breathe~|9:10:00 PM|

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Friday, October 21, 2005

see, i'm only promised today.

it's a bad time for me to do this but i will anyway cos i love aduh and vie. (: and i don't want aduh to hunt me down, because she is capable of doing that. haha.

7 things that scare me:

1. losing my best friend
2. a levels (*^%$#@!!)
3. walking home at night (my imagination runs wild)
4. hantuuu.
5. how i may eventually get tired of this
6. qiamat
7. losing my loved ones

7 things that I like:

1. ben&jerry's oatmeal cookie chunk/choc chip & cookie dough (okay 2 things. i cheated. so what? i'm gonna be doing more of that)
2. watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S and The O.C. again and again
3. my bed
4. my friends. no. i love them. =)
5. taking pictures
6. kids
7. hockey

7 most important things in my room:

1. bed
2. computer
3. clothes
4. notes/books
5. my stuff toys nyahah
6. tv
7. facialstuff,mirror,make-up,comb okay the works

7 random facts about me:

1. when i was in nursery & kindergarten, teachers used to play me the happy birthday song to keep me quiet whenever i cried. and it always worked. (i'm siao like that)
2. i wanna be a paediatrician
3. i can make you smile
4. i always wanted a younger sister
5. simple and random things can always make my day
6. i hate rice. i hate rice. i hate rice. i meant, i DON'T LIKE rice. hate is such a strong word.
7. i'm good at pretending

7 things I plan to do before I die:

1. repent
2. get a stable job, a good loving husband and a family with 2 kids (a girl and a boy. i shan't tell you their names)
3. haji
4. go to paris. i want to see the eiffel tower.
5. have a nice house/apartment i'd love to come home to everyday
6. go scuba diving
7. erase all feelings of regret and hate

7 things that I can do:

1. play the piano
2. swim
3. play hockey,netball,softball
4. make people laugh (yah okay, so can anyone else)
5. give good hugs (:
6. shop on impulse
7. ignore you for as long as i choose to

7 things that I can't do:

1. eat out alone
2. do nothing the whole day
3. grow any taller (ha.ha)
4. stop loving
5. save more than 200 dollars at a time. well now you know.
6. not cry when i'm hurt (okay scorn, why don't you)
7. sleep without a pillow over my eyes

7 words I say the most:

1. bloody hell
2. okie
3. i love you
4. dammit
5. oh shoot!
6. yepp
7. what?

7 celebrity crushes:

1. adam brody (he is the sex, seriously)
2. matt le blanc as joey tribbiani (no actually, HE is the sex haha)
3. clay aiken (and you thought i'd be over him by now :p)
4. spongebob squarepants counted?
5. kahlen from ANTM
6. jennifer anniston
7. summer from the o.c.

7 people I would like to do this:

1. fariza
2. wani
3. elvy (though she's done this already)
4. el
5. khai amreh
6. syarif
7. youuu

waiting to.. breathe~|8:05:00 PM|

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Monday, September 26, 2005

lights will guide you home.

i feel like i should do some justice to this blog after 918273645 days of quiescence. it's not like i have nothing to update on ... let's just say i've got other places to go. ;)

i hate countdowns. but i'm doing this for my sake.

1 more month to A levels.

don't you tell me it's more than that. i choose to deceive myself so that i'll be more prepared. and it's okay that i'm not going to have a life for the next 30++ days. i've still got my secret little wishes and hopes somewhere in the back of my mind.

waiting to.. breathe~|10:08:00 PM|

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Monday, August 15, 2005

clearbluesky.

word of the day; SUBLIME.

not like i always had a word of the day everyday, but this is one of those days yah. sublime sublime. i like the way it sounds. ha i'm so random.

America's Next Top Model is on in 13 minutes. i am staying away from the tv till exactly 2230 hours because i don't like watching Incredible Tales without my dad. yes, i am kental like that. nowadays, i switch channels when i see the raintree pictures logo. yet i still WANT to watch The Maid in the movies. haha.haha.

burning the midnight oil again later on. my eye bags are getting really black and hideous. i pretty much resemble a racoon these days, minus the black and white stripes(they are black and white right? grey?). but this is what the brilliant education system is putting us through. yes yes, i'll admit that i'm not one of those students who consistently study since the beginning of the year. so i brought this upon myself - that i have to stay up late to finish up my daily dose of homework ++ agonising revision. siapa makan cili, dia yang rasa pedas kan? okay. but still! this is seriously taxing and i really don't wanna burn out before A's.

why are my subsequent paragraphs getting longer and longer?. mm okay. daughter of all cramps is back. i want to curl up on the bed and grit my teeth right now.

waiting to.. breathe~|10:14:00 PM|

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Happy 15, baby. (:

I <3 you. I do, I do.

waiting to.. breathe~|12:38:00 AM|

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

you make me feel like a natural woman.

talking to 2 different people about a particular topic feels odd. especially when it's on computers. o_O haha. eh common tests are over! yayy! it never really started for me la. considering the FACT that i NEVER studied. if any of my tutors come across this entry, i'll most likely be doomed the next time i see them. then again, it's not like my marks won't do justice to my attitude. they can probably tell i never studied without asking but aah. it's not like i didn't want to. i had ... more important priorities like my baby girl, wani. (: but honestly, i did try okay.

resumed track training today after the lousy math paper [you who studied, shush!]. fitness level = 0. haha. didn't think a one week break could deprove my fitness so much. heats are next friday. hmhmhmm. what shall we do blue kangaroo? incessant rambling, that's what this is.

i'm looking forward to a long break starting tomorrow. (: and hello mamai darling! welcome backkk. mish yuu.

waiting to.. breathe~|11:07:00 PM|

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Let's not wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's not wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives.

waiting to.. breathe~|9:46:00 PM|

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